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I look back
staring at the person I
used to be
I used to be a child 
who found joy in every little

I look at me now
I wonder what happened
I've grown up
I don't do what I used to
I found new joys, but
I've kept some
I smile replaying all of my

Who doesn't remember their childhood
the one where the were
awful memories and 
joy-filled memories
I remember my childhood
just like it was yesterday
Maybe-   because it was
My childhood consists of every
memory I have ever created
It consists of every memory I ever
will have

Your childhood never ends
it keeps on going 
-so look up
smile a little.


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The More♥

The more I look
the more I sing
the more I study
the more I see

I see God...

I look into science
and find more and more
of Him.

It's as if science
that God is as true as 
the sun in the sky
or the grass in the fields-

He gets bigger everyday in
my little eyes
I wish I could understand,
but I know I can't
One day I'll be face to face
with You
And I can't wait to ask You
every question that runs
through my head


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For Grace♥

I need to tell
I can't breathe 
because you hold
my heart
you keep it beating
your love 
is beyond imaginable

Your smile lights up my day
and your voice
is a soft as 
I get chills when I
think about the
way you care

You're someone
i rely on
I lean to you
as a support
like a crutch

You break my heart 
in all the right ways
you keep me sane
and keep me still

Your wisdom shines
like a light in the

When I'm crying
i know i don't have 
you're drying them
for me
you tell me I'm loved

You hold me up 
and carry me when 
I can't on my own

You're my grace 
when i'm stressed

you're a sister
In christ above
you're connected to
by heart and love 
and nothing more


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He is Timeless.

My soul may be tired but
my heart is still 
I will forver endure
this love.

It's a Sweet Victory
when I can pick myself
and know that this is
I will forever be alive
I was born knowing
that I would have 
my life be 

This love is Classic.
They all have heard it
It's stunning
shining and beautiful
Timeless. Ever-lasting. 

Love is Timeless.


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I'm breathing in
Breathing out
The air in my lungs
fills my body
like a balloon

I'm smelling the flowers
reaching for the prettiest 
putting it in my hair
and being like a princess

My hair is blowing back
in the wind
my face stings from
the slaps of spring

the droplets of water running 
down my face and 
soaking my hair
makes me smile

I feel at peace
with such great nature
I feel whole again

I hear the birds chirping
singing their songs
I tweet back thinking 
I'm a pro
but really sound like
a dying cat

My family laughs
I laugh- stop, and smile
I love it
Everything about it.
I'm getting a glimse of 
A glimpse of Joy
Not Happiness..


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This Love♥

I'm probably the girl
you dont really

I'm the girl in the 
back of the room
while being the center
of attention.
My life is backwards
Upside-down and crazy.

But I found a love from 
a love so uncomparable
so unexplainable
You sit here and read
while I stand up and dance
with the love in my 

I wish you could feel 
this love
my heart pounds
it's over flowing
Love is spilling because
my heart is full

Take some please
Learn of this love
It's the kind of love
that makes you risk 
your life
The kind of love you can't 
imagine ever not having
I promise you won't
regret it
Take some of this love.


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My Pursuit of Happiness♥

Crying. Can't feel
I'm scared.
I can't face the world
I can't look you in the eye
I'm a nervous
I look at my scars.
Shivering and
tears falling...
I fall to sleep

Follow me.
So I went.
I couldn't believe I would ever be here.
I'm scared.
I'm weird.
Look at me
I'm a mess.
What do I do.

"It's okay"...
You're loved.
Look into the sky.
As I do... I'm blinded
it's real.
I'm so 
Why me. I've made the
worse of mistakes
Why do you love me.

Stop. You're mine.
I am?
Because I love you.
Because I made you.
Love me.
I do. I'm just scared
Don't be. Fly with me.
But what if I fall.
I'll catch you.
Okay... let me try.
See. It's happiness
It is. I love it. I love you.
I love you too, my daughter.


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Wake up

Wake up!
Shaking you
-it's not working

Don't be scared
I'm here
I'm here to wake you up
God is here!

I said wake up...
please I beg you
wake up.
God's here.
Someone say it

I'm so scared. 
but when I see your face
my world flips
and I smile back at you.
Because God is here.