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Little Words♥

i have little words
only few to type-
to write along lines
words making verses
verses making a story-
not compelling
only interesting
i have lttle words
i'm sorry to dissapoint
but poems come 
as they go-
here are my little words-
few to share-
many wish to be said
in a story to be made-
forever lost in a mind
that must be lost
to the grave itself.

-H.E.♥


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Wake Up♥

It's about time.
I'm waking up.
time to reach over and grab on
grab hold of what's true
not what's not

Breathe in and breathe out
I know I'm still struggling
just to do so.
I haven't forgotten
how so loved I am

But, when is it my time
when am I gonna realize
When am I going to breathe 
easy

You look me in the eyes,
I'm nervous.
You're telling me how special
I am
You love me
And I truly love you.

When do I get my chance
to breathe
no panic, no time to be scared
Who knows?

I guess I'll just keep waiting
because you say
"Not Yet"

-H.E.♥


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Confusing♥

Confused, dear
That is what I am as I stare
I stare at the ground drowning out
chaos, while learning the patterns
maybe, I'm just searching for a little
peace in the midst of nonsense

Too many names
Too many faces, all having to be 
memorized
Who are you again?
I really get lost.
Looking into the eyes of so many
simply trying to understand how they 
function

Who do I bump heads with
Who am I annoying to
Who may be a friend in the months to come
I am really getting 
confused-

I prefer to be behind the Curtain
Listening and not acting
I'd rather look from the side rather
than looking straight on
Why are they pushing.
Why are they so confusing
I need consitency and this is not-

I need peace
and a little quiet
too many people 
Squishing into one little space
But what's his name again?
Oh... I don't know.

-H.E.♥


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Fantasy♥

Hello, Fantasy
I've been searching for you
relief, peace, no chaos
but right now I'm stuck in 
just searching for you.

You feel so close yet not
close enough
I imagine not being in pain
I imagine laughing with my friends
not worrying about some attacks
in another country called
Syria

I believe, Fantasy, that you hold
the very day where I stand among
those who are called loved-ones
and I stand there not afraid
but rather happy and joyful
I see you in the far distance,
Fantasy.
Right now something is wrong
this home that we have
Is wrong. It's hurting right
now
I feel it in the deepest 
parts of my aching soul
But Fantasy, please...

I dream and search for you
Fantasy. 
You seem so unavaliable
You hold peace
no guilt
no shame
happiness, joy

But am I really just dreaming up
what you could be, Fantasy?
Are you really just a Fantasy,
Or are you so much more?

-H.E.♥


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Not Breathing♥

Suffocating
not breathing
drowning
fear
anxiety
overwhelming

these are the things
that I feel
I feel at peace
when I open my 
journal
and scribble the mess
that's going on in
my life

I feel sick sometimes
scared even
a little terrified
but when I'm looking at
the masterpieces
God is creating in the
sky
I can't help but attempt
to ground myself.

Senses 
peace, no anxiety
is where I'm at my best
not fearing the worst 
and craving the best.

-H.E.♥