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Confusing♥

Confused, dear
That is what I am as I stare
I stare at the ground drowning out
chaos, while learning the patterns
maybe, I'm just searching for a little
peace in the midst of nonsense

Too many names
Too many faces, all having to be 
memorized
Who are you again?
I really get lost.
Looking into the eyes of so many
simply trying to understand how they 
function

Who do I bump heads with
Who am I annoying to
Who may be a friend in the months to come
I am really getting 
confused-

I prefer to be behind the Curtain
Listening and not acting
I'd rather look from the side rather
than looking straight on
Why are they pushing.
Why are they so confusing
I need consitency and this is not-

I need peace
and a little quiet
too many people 
Squishing into one little space
But what's his name again?
Oh... I don't know.

-H.E.♥


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Fantasy♥

Hello, Fantasy
I've been searching for you
relief, peace, no chaos
but right now I'm stuck in 
just searching for you.

You feel so close yet not
close enough
I imagine not being in pain
I imagine laughing with my friends
not worrying about some attacks
in another country called
Syria

I believe, Fantasy, that you hold
the very day where I stand among
those who are called loved-ones
and I stand there not afraid
but rather happy and joyful
I see you in the far distance,
Fantasy.
Right now something is wrong
this home that we have
Is wrong. It's hurting right
now
I feel it in the deepest 
parts of my aching soul
But Fantasy, please...

I dream and search for you
Fantasy. 
You seem so unavaliable
You hold peace
no guilt
no shame
happiness, joy

But am I really just dreaming up
what you could be, Fantasy?
Are you really just a Fantasy,
Or are you so much more?

-H.E.♥


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For Grace♥

I need to tell
you...
I-
I can't breathe 
because you hold
my heart
you keep it beating
your love 
is beyond imaginable

Your smile lights up my day
and your voice
is a soft as 
feathers
I get chills when I
think about the
way you care

You're someone
i rely on
I lean to you
as a support
like a crutch

You break my heart 
in all the right ways
you keep me sane
and keep me still

Your wisdom shines
like a light in the
dark

When I'm crying
i know i don't have 
to
you're drying them
for me
you tell me I'm loved

You hold me up 
and carry me when 
I can't on my own

You're my grace 
when i'm stressed

you're a sister
In christ above
you're connected to
me
by heart and love 
and nothing more

-H.E.♥


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Friends.♥

Look to your right
Look to your left
who's that?

Is that your
friends
do you have the matching
t-shirts
No?
Well you aren't friends

Society has all these
"have-to-have" lists
do you really believe
that these are true

Do you really believe
you're friends with someone
just because
he or she is popular
or you both wear this
bracelet

Did you ever think that
Christ may have a better
idea
that maybe a friendship
through him would be 
better

No?

well think

You want your friend to make 
you feel loved and 
important
You want to know that
your friend is really
listening

Well a friend
that is a friend
through Christ
is a friend that will forever
cherish and love you
He or She will show you a friendship
beyond imagination
because Christ burns with love
and He shows that exact love
through that friend whom is in
Christ.

-H.E.♥