It's about time. I'm waking up. time to reach over and grab on grab hold of what's true not what's not Breathe in and breathe out I know I'm still struggling just to do so. I haven't forgotten how so loved I am But, when is it my time when am I gonna realize When am I going to breathe easy You look me in the eyes, I'm nervous. You're telling me how special I am You love me And I truly love you. When do I get my chance to breathe no panic, no time to be scared Who knows? I guess I'll just keep waiting because you say "Not Yet" -H.E.♥
Tag Archives: Happiness
Fantasy♥
Hello, Fantasy I've been searching for you relief, peace, no chaos but right now I'm stuck in just searching for you. You feel so close yet not close enough I imagine not being in pain I imagine laughing with my friends not worrying about some attacks in another country called Syria I believe, Fantasy, that you hold the very day where I stand among those who are called loved-ones and I stand there not afraid but rather happy and joyful I see you in the far distance, Fantasy. Right now something is wrong this home that we have Is wrong. It's hurting right now I feel it in the deepest parts of my aching soul But Fantasy, please... I dream and search for you Fantasy. You seem so unavaliable You hold peace no guilt no shame happiness, joy But am I really just dreaming up what you could be, Fantasy? Are you really just a Fantasy, Or are you so much more? -H.E.♥
Childhood♥
I look back staring at the person I used to be I used to be a child who found joy in every little thing I look at me now I wonder what happened I've grown up I don't do what I used to I found new joys, but I've kept some I smile replaying all of my memories Who doesn't remember their childhood the one where the were awful memories and joy-filled memories I remember my childhood just like it was yesterday Maybe- because it was My childhood consists of every memory I have ever created It consists of every memory I ever will have Your childhood never ends it keeps on going -so look up smile a little. -H.E.♥
The More♥
The more I look the more I sing the more I study the more I see I see God... I look into science and find more and more of Him. It's as if science confirms that God is as true as the sun in the sky or the grass in the fields- He gets bigger everyday in my little eyes I wish I could understand, but I know I can't One day I'll be face to face with You And I can't wait to ask You every question that runs through my head -H.E.♥
Pushing♥
Pushing and Pushing every morning waking up.. Standing up pushing for a day of greatness but then I feel like I'm jumping ship I back out... But I keep pushing I keep standing up I keep pushing on and on "I'll make it" I say- I can I will I believe in myself I feel better I feel myself getting stronger I can do this. -H.E.♥
For Grace♥
I need to tell you... I- I can't breathe because you hold my heart you keep it beating your love is beyond imaginable Your smile lights up my day and your voice is a soft as feathers I get chills when I think about the way you care You're someone i rely on I lean to you as a support like a crutch You break my heart in all the right ways you keep me sane and keep me still Your wisdom shines like a light in the dark When I'm crying i know i don't have to you're drying them for me you tell me I'm loved You hold me up and carry me when I can't on my own You're my grace when i'm stressed you're a sister In christ above you're connected to me by heart and love and nothing more -H.E.♥
Timeless♥
Classic.
Enduring.
Forever.
Eternal.
Ever-Lasting.
Timeless.
He is Timeless.
My soul may be tired but
my heart is still
beating.
I will forver endure
this love.
It's a Sweet Victory
when I can pick myself
up
and know that this is
Timeless.
I will forever be alive
I was born knowing
that I would have
my life be
Eternal.
This love is Classic.
They all have heard it
It's stunning
shining and beautiful
Timeless. Ever-lasting.
Love is Timeless.
-H.E.♥
Joy♥
I'm breathing in Breathing out The air in my lungs fills my body like a balloon I'm smelling the flowers reaching for the prettiest one putting it in my hair and being like a princess My hair is blowing back in the wind my face stings from the slaps of spring the droplets of water running down my face and soaking my hair makes me smile I feel at peace with such great nature I feel whole again I hear the birds chirping singing their songs I tweet back thinking I'm a pro but really sound like a dying cat My family laughs I laugh- stop, and smile I love it Everything about it. I'm getting a glimse of Heaven A glimpse of Joy Not Happiness.. Joy. -H.E.♥
