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Wake Up♥

It's about time.
I'm waking up.
time to reach over and grab on
grab hold of what's true
not what's not

Breathe in and breathe out
I know I'm still struggling
just to do so.
I haven't forgotten
how so loved I am

But, when is it my time
when am I gonna realize
When am I going to breathe 
easy

You look me in the eyes,
I'm nervous.
You're telling me how special
I am
You love me
And I truly love you.

When do I get my chance
to breathe
no panic, no time to be scared
Who knows?

I guess I'll just keep waiting
because you say
"Not Yet"

-H.E.♥


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Fantasy♥

Hello, Fantasy
I've been searching for you
relief, peace, no chaos
but right now I'm stuck in 
just searching for you.

You feel so close yet not
close enough
I imagine not being in pain
I imagine laughing with my friends
not worrying about some attacks
in another country called
Syria

I believe, Fantasy, that you hold
the very day where I stand among
those who are called loved-ones
and I stand there not afraid
but rather happy and joyful
I see you in the far distance,
Fantasy.
Right now something is wrong
this home that we have
Is wrong. It's hurting right
now
I feel it in the deepest 
parts of my aching soul
But Fantasy, please...

I dream and search for you
Fantasy. 
You seem so unavaliable
You hold peace
no guilt
no shame
happiness, joy

But am I really just dreaming up
what you could be, Fantasy?
Are you really just a Fantasy,
Or are you so much more?

-H.E.♥


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Childhood♥

I look back
staring at the person I
used to be
I used to be a child 
who found joy in every little
thing

I look at me now
I wonder what happened
I've grown up
I don't do what I used to
I found new joys, but
I've kept some
I smile replaying all of my
memories

Who doesn't remember their childhood
the one where the were
awful memories and 
joy-filled memories
I remember my childhood
just like it was yesterday
Maybe-   because it was
My childhood consists of every
memory I have ever created
It consists of every memory I ever
will have

Your childhood never ends
it keeps on going 
-so look up
smile a little.

-H.E.♥


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The More♥

The more I look
the more I sing
the more I study
the more I see

I see God...

I look into science
and find more and more
of Him.

It's as if science
confirms
that God is as true as 
the sun in the sky
or the grass in the fields-

He gets bigger everyday in
my little eyes
I wish I could understand,
but I know I can't
One day I'll be face to face
with You
And I can't wait to ask You
every question that runs
through my head

-H.E.♥


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For Grace♥

I need to tell
you...
I-
I can't breathe 
because you hold
my heart
you keep it beating
your love 
is beyond imaginable

Your smile lights up my day
and your voice
is a soft as 
feathers
I get chills when I
think about the
way you care

You're someone
i rely on
I lean to you
as a support
like a crutch

You break my heart 
in all the right ways
you keep me sane
and keep me still

Your wisdom shines
like a light in the
dark

When I'm crying
i know i don't have 
to
you're drying them
for me
you tell me I'm loved

You hold me up 
and carry me when 
I can't on my own

You're my grace 
when i'm stressed

you're a sister
In christ above
you're connected to
me
by heart and love 
and nothing more

-H.E.♥


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Timeless♥

Classic.
        Enduring.
                 Forever.
                         Eternal.
                                 Ever-Lasting.

          Timeless.


He is Timeless.

My soul may be tired but
my heart is still 
beating.
I will forver endure
this love.

It's a Sweet Victory
when I can pick myself
up
and know that this is
Timeless.
I will forever be alive
I was born knowing
that I would have 
my life be 
Eternal.

This love is Classic.
They all have heard it
It's stunning
shining and beautiful
Timeless. Ever-lasting. 

Love is Timeless.

-H.E.♥


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Joy♥

I'm breathing in
Breathing out
The air in my lungs
fills my body
like a balloon

I'm smelling the flowers
reaching for the prettiest 
one
putting it in my hair
and being like a princess

My hair is blowing back
in the wind
my face stings from
the slaps of spring

the droplets of water running 
down my face and 
soaking my hair
makes me smile

I feel at peace
with such great nature
I feel whole again

I hear the birds chirping
singing their songs
I tweet back thinking 
I'm a pro
but really sound like
a dying cat

My family laughs
I laugh- stop, and smile
I love it
Everything about it.
I'm getting a glimse of 
Heaven
A glimpse of Joy
Not Happiness..
Joy.


-H.E.♥