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Little Wordsâ„
i have little words only few to type- to write along lines words making verses verses making a story- not compelling only interesting i have lttle words i'm sorry to dissapoint but poems come as they go- here are my little words- few to share- many wish to be said in a story to be made- forever lost in a mind that must be lost to the grave itself. -H.E.â„
Hardâ„
i see the pain hidden amongst your eyes. You're crying and shaking inside- i wish i could take away the pain that hurts most- repair your broken heart but i'm afraid i may be no match- i'm trying, even if all i get is a smile- I'm trying, darling. -H.E.â„
Autmnâ„
The weather's still warm yet the month doesn't agree Sweaters and Sweatshirts are being brought out Pumpkins are on steps apple orchards are selling cider Carmel Apples have been made, chewy and sweet- blankets and movies decorations and Halloween music It's time to do the MASH Haunted houses and scary movies, It is a beautiful time again- Autmn is back to say hello - again! -H.E.â„
Wake Upâ„
It's about time. I'm waking up. time to reach over and grab on grab hold of what's true not what's not Breathe in and breathe out I know I'm still struggling just to do so. I haven't forgotten how so loved I am But, when is it my time when am I gonna realize When am I going to breathe easy You look me in the eyes, I'm nervous. You're telling me how special I am You love me And I truly love you. When do I get my chance to breathe no panic, no time to be scared Who knows? I guess I'll just keep waiting because you say "Not Yet" -H.E.â„
Confusingâ„
Confused, dear That is what I am as I stare I stare at the ground drowning out chaos, while learning the patterns maybe, I'm just searching for a little peace in the midst of nonsense Too many names Too many faces, all having to be memorized Who are you again? I really get lost. Looking into the eyes of so many simply trying to understand how they function Who do I bump heads with Who am I annoying to Who may be a friend in the months to come I am really getting confused- I prefer to be behind the Curtain Listening and not acting I'd rather look from the side rather than looking straight on Why are they pushing. Why are they so confusing I need consitency and this is not- I need peace and a little quiet too many people Squishing into one little space But what's his name again? Oh... I don't know. -H.E.â„
Fantasyâ„
Hello, Fantasy I've been searching for you relief, peace, no chaos but right now I'm stuck in just searching for you. You feel so close yet not close enough I imagine not being in pain I imagine laughing with my friends not worrying about some attacks in another country called Syria I believe, Fantasy, that you hold the very day where I stand among those who are called loved-ones and I stand there not afraid but rather happy and joyful I see you in the far distance, Fantasy. Right now something is wrong this home that we have Is wrong. It's hurting right now I feel it in the deepest parts of my aching soul But Fantasy, please... I dream and search for you Fantasy. You seem so unavaliable You hold peace no guilt no shame happiness, joy But am I really just dreaming up what you could be, Fantasy? Are you really just a Fantasy, Or are you so much more? -H.E.â„
Run Away Girlâ„
Run away girl we are looking for you You have ran away from home what do we do now You skipped town in the night with a bag in hand You are trying to escape something What are you trying to avoid run away girl You canât out run your problems nor can you hide they will follow you even in your darkest or lightest times You can face this my run away girl You can breathe through this Come on Run Away Girl Turn around Face the truth and fight the fight thatâs hurting most -H.E.â„
Not Breathingâ„
Suffocating not breathing drowning fear anxiety overwhelming these are the things that I feel I feel at peace when I open my journal and scribble the mess that's going on in my life I feel sick sometimes scared even a little terrified but when I'm looking at the masterpieces God is creating in the sky I can't help but attempt to ground myself. Senses peace, no anxiety is where I'm at my best not fearing the worst and craving the best. -H.E.â„
HomeTownâ„
Blue River soccer fields Drive in Cabells DQ and Kroger These are all a part of what I like to call my hometown Small and quiet slightly dramatic Busy and Slow a little bit of both Taco Bell, McD's Taproom and the Pub We take pride in the Golden Bears and the story we all read in the 3rd grade about how Shelbyville came to be This is my hometown small and busy quiet and slow Food to eat and too many banks to count Close friends the world seems so small welcome to the hometown of the corn festival or the Blue River Festival Booths and food Play slides and Sunset Park Welcome to the home of the Golden Bears Comets, Bull Dogs and the Hurricanes Welcome to the town that I like to call Home. -H.E.â„
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